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2024-02-27
I went to the doctor today ans was prescribed meds for high blood pressure.
I already have to keep track of my granny's meds, so it's kind of a bother to have to keep track of my own meds as well...
Of course I'm going to take them (I'm no fool after all).
On a brighter note: I've updated my site quite a lot!
I put up my fancomic and novel. It doesn't sound a lot, but those have a few chapter already, so it took me quite a while!
Oh! I also added a page for my WIP visual novel "Yellow Rose".
So, overall, I'm happy with today's work :)
- Tired, but happy bean~
2024-09-28
It's been quite while since I posted a blog update. I've updated my fancomic Spring on this site, but nothing else.
It's just... It's kinda hard to put my thoughts into words this past year. I mean, I've always been kinda bad at it,
but not THIS bad.
I guess my mother and grandmother's passing this year have affected me more than I've been willing to admit.
I mean, their deaths didn't come as a complete surprise, since their healths had already been getting worse the last
few years, but when death arrives it still always catches you off guard, I guess...
I'm not depressed or anything, just sometimes melanholic, I guess? I AM bummed when I think about either granny or mom.
I think about how I could've done more for them before their deaths and so on.
I think this is probably a general thought most people who have lost someone think, right?
There really wasn't much more I could do, but those thoughts do enter my mind and bum me out a bit.
Meanwhile, I'm also a bit more at peace since I don't have to worry about their healths all the time.
Granny's passing, wich irks me to say a bit, has brought me the most peace. I lived together with her and was her caretaker,
but towards the end her health was really bad. She couldn't really eat and was in constant pain and doctors couldn't do much either.
It was very painful and stressful to see that day in and day out, so when she finally passed it was kind of a relief too...
IDK how to end this blog post...uh.... I should end it on a happier note...um....Oh, yeah!
This September marks 10 years since I've met my bestie! It's odd to think it's been already this many years, but also nice~!
- A bean with many complicated feelings